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i have been so selfish [Mar. 6th, 2009|03:22 pm]
my actions are affecting so many people on so many different levels.








Your love is so overwhelming.
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. [Mar. 4th, 2009|10:07 am]
Wow. I haven't blogged in a while.

1Corinthians 13:4-13
Anna: "It's okay that what you're feeling is hazy because it's suppose to be. Love is a hazy thing."

Only God can grasp the whole picture of love. I think love is so overwhleming and so powerful that I am not able to fully fathom it. However, it is still one of God's most amazing gifts. I mean, of course this passage is talking about love beyond a relationship/fellowship between two individuals, but I think if I would just seek God first, I shouldn't have to worry about not understanding any of my feelings or feeling really hazy.


that's all.

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breathe [Feb. 13th, 2009|09:48 am]


He's Just Not That Into You

"Cut your losses and don't waste your time .  Why stay in some weird dating limbo when you can move on to what will surely be better territory? Don't want to hear it?  Fine.  Here's the answer you're looking for, "Hang in there, baby.  He's not the loser everybody's telling you he is.  If you wait and keep your mouth shut and call at exactly the right time and anticipate his moods and have no expectations about communication or your own sexual needs, you can have him!"  But please don't be surprised if he dumps you or continues to drag you through a completely unsatisfying relationship."

"He is a man made up entirely of your excuses.  And the minute you stop making excuses for him, he will completely disappear from your life."

"Calling when you say you're going to call is the very first brick in the house you are building of love and trust.  If he can't lay this one stupid brick down, you ain't never gonna have a house, baby.  And it's cold outside."

 

"He will always be able to play the "friend" card on you.  He only  has to be responsible for the expectations of a friend, rather than the the far greater expectations of a boyfriend.  He's got the ultimate situation: a great friend with all the benefits of a girlfriend, whom he can see or not see whenever he wants to.  He may be one of your closest friends, but I'm sorry to say ... as a boyfriend, he's just not that into you."

"Beware of the word "friend".  It can often be used by men or the women that love them to excuse the most unfriendly behavior.  Personally, when I'm picking friends, I like the ones who don't make me cry myself to sleep."

"I don't want to be "sort of dating" someone.  I don't want to be "kinda hanging out" with someone.  I don't want to spend a lot of energy suppressing my feelings so I appear uninvolved.  I want to be involved.  I want to be sleeping with someone I know I'll see again because they've already demonstarted to me that they're trustworthy and honorable -- and into me."

"You can't blame a guy for having feelings.  You love someone, you break up, you still have feeling.  Thank God for that really.  But having feelings don't mean you have to have sex."

And the list goes onnnnnnnn

That movie is so... true.



"You want to be his exception. Not his rule."
- He's Just Not That into You.



I wasn't ever the exception, OR the rule. I was just... there.
I am hoping for the same willingness. please.
 

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idk [Feb. 12th, 2009|06:49 pm]
i just started thinking about how, even though i didn't have much to offer in the sense that you wanted to pursue a relationship that bears fruit (as well as i), i still tried so hard in all the other aspects. i know it's not worth much in your eyes, nor is it really worth much in God's, but i really did give a lot, try a lot, and sacrificed a lot. just because our relationship lacked the solidarity that could have only been established through God, it doesn't mean that all my work and attempts are futile. but in your eyes, they were always, by default, meaningless and worthless. at least that's how you portrayed it to me.

"Don't you dare tell me I didn't try. I did. You were just too stupid to notice."
- Forgetting Sarah Marshall


her telling me that i learn fast just made me feel all the more crappier. i still care a lot about you, if not, more than when we were seeing each other. or whatever you want to call what we had. and all this caring, for once, is not out of pure emotion. not out of pure fleeting desire or impulse, but i still feel like it's too much for my own good.
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I did pretty well on my biology midterm. Actually, not well, but just a lot better than I had expected. I actually was only a point away from an A :( poop. Also got a B+ on my history paper which I only took an hour to do, considering it's my first and only class that I'm taking P/NP.  HOWEVER, I am dreading getting the midterm back for that class... oh joy.

watching "He's Just Not That into You"
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
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